First time to the dentist.

Well... Tamara has now gone to the Dentist for the first time! Boy was it hard. They tried to get an xray.

Totally didn't happen.
So we waited for the Dentist and he took a look in her mouth only to find that she has a Viral Infection in her gums.

He gums were totally red and what the Denist refers to as "inflamed"... scared me a little. But I guess children get it from putting something in their mouth that they shouldn't. After he said that, I thought to myself.. "she should have Viral Infections all the time then." lol cause Lord knows that more then half the stuff she puts in her mouth are things she shouldn't.

Wrote up her prescription. Then we were off to Walgreens to get the goods. lol

The Tamara and Hene Life!!

I honestly love being a Mom! I don't think that anything else in this world could possibly make me any happier then being a Mom. Now that Tamara is 2 and Hene is 2 Weeks, I enjoy every second of it! Literally. I can be up all night and up all day continuously and I wouldn't mind one bit.

I've fallen in love all over again! My son is just so addicting! I can't get enough of him! He puts that smile on my face like no other guy can. He makes me melt! My kids complete me. And thinking about my little family, I honestly wouldn't mind living it a single Mom. Sometimes I catch myself thinking about my own life and wonder if I'll ever let another guy into it, and at this point, I don't want to. I enjoy my kids too much!

Here is what I live for!

The Craziest Thing Happened

I just read over the last entry on my blog and its funny. I was right about Dr. Burgett "pulling the trigger" when he checked my cervix early that day. Cause my water broke around 12 that night. lol Its funny though. My water had broke and I knew it did, and what did I do, I went right back to sleep. lol I woke back up at around 1 in the morning and then decided to get up and go to the hospital. Called Kuuipo to come on over so we can HAVE A BABY.. lol already had my hospital bag ready, went to the big house, woke up my mom and we went to the Murray IHC.. Drove there singing my christmas tunes (which annoyed the hell out of kuuipo).. finally got there, told the nurses at the front desk that I had already "ruptured" and off to room 4 I went to await my Sons arrival..

In room 4 at around 1:30 maybe 2 am.. contractions arent too bad just yet.

Planned a "natural" birth.. ahhhhh!

starting at 2:30ish, the contractions and pain kicked in!
I remember wanting to give in so bad and take an epidural. But I stayed strong.
Nurses constantly telling me to breath.. the whole "hee hee hoo" crap sooooo doesnt work for me.
I was dilated to maybe a 7 and started pushing! The nurses kept fighting with me trying to get me to stop pushing.. but what did I do? I said... "Hell No! This baby is coming!" lol
So dilated at a 7, I pushed myself to a 10 within a matter of seconds..

then finally after all that excruciating pain..

and all that waiting and waiting...

weighing in at 5 lbs 7 oz
20 inches long
and a cry that would make you wanna slap yo momma! lol

HENELE O' VIKSTER UNASA WAS BORN!!!!!!!

Its now going on 3 weeks that hes been on this Earth, I can definitely say that I am complete. I have an amazing daughter, and an amazing son. Dad is now considered "baby daddy" lol. But I love my life this very second. The chance to have both my kids all to myself every minute of the day is such a great blessing. I hate it when theyre both sleeping cause I get bored very fast! I love the chaos. I love the sleepless nights. I love the crying. I love it all.

Hene is such an angel! Some nights when I'm up feeding him, I can literally just stay up and stare at him. I tend to just watch my kids and I can just dream of them growing up independent and successful. I can see them learning life's lessons from me and what I've gone through. Theres only one thing as a mom that I absolutely hate, and thats hoping that all of this doesnt go by too fast. I dont want them to grow up. I just want them to stay babies so I can hold them and play with them. Gotta love being a Mommy!! =)