Overlooking this entire year and I would have to say, this past year I made a lot of changes, adjustments here and there and above all, AM BETTER!! That's what life is about right? Progressing and aspiring to new heights and levels. I am proud of everything I have done this past year. I have no regrets, feel no guilt and don't look down upon any past even this year.
January - Henele shined this month. He was with me every bit of January. He is the reason I made a few hard decisions this month. I would say, that in the month of January, my family was constantly running through my mind. Was a gonna keep fighting or was I gonna throw in the towel? What were the pros and cons if I made either decision? What would be the finalizing factor of what I was to decide. Today, I stand happy with my decision.
February - The month my divorce finalized. It's sad to think about, but when I do think back on it, I let out a big sigh of relief. I became an official single mom and this month I would say is the time I learned how to have true humility. I've never looked at things the way I do now since all this happened. I'm happy.
March - New routines and traditions kick in for me and the kids. I begin to evaluate how the kids will live, the kind of life I want them to live and the kind of people I want them to become through my work and example. I am happy.
April - The decision to head back to school. What will I become? How will I manage? I don't know. But I do know, I will go back, do my best and get it done. I am happy.
May, June, July - Things are falling into place. I'm smiling, the kids are smiling. what more can a mom ask for? I'm happy.
August, September - School starts and things become overwhelming. But does that stop me from doing what I gotta do? Heck no! lol I'm focused and happy.
October, November - The year begins to come to a close and I have a heart full of gratitude for everything that I have, especially MY FAMILY! I'm happy.
December - 5 Days left till the year 2012 comes to an end. This year was really good for me. I feel like I can conquer anything after all I went through. I feel like I'm on top of the world. I haven't been this happy since I dont remember. I can't wait to see what this next year has in store for me and my little family.
I am where I need to be and no where else.
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