I don't think any one person can live without a friend. And if they do, then that's what I would call a cold world. You have hi and bye friends. You have hey lets have lunch friends. And then you have friends that have keys to your house or use your car on the regular and you know that's ok because you've reached that level of trust. I have a friend that has become a regular in my life and Tamara and Henele's life. I know I can tell her anything and get an honest judgement back that I know I won't feel bad.
I tend to catch expressions. Facial expressions that speak way louder then words. I don't like to be taken advantage of. But recently I feel that I am. From rolling eyes to "smerks." You know the ones I'm talking about.
Taking a step back and thinking about it all. I know that the only true people I can trust is my blood. As much as I would love to help as many people as I can through life struggles. When i talk to people, they talk and I listen. But it gets overwhelming for me. Cause I feel what they feel when they share.
I HAVE to be mindful of what I say and how I say it because of how trusting people are telling me things. I also have to be careful of what I share. Because in the end, when they end up turning their back on me, I would have handed them all their bullets through the things I willingly shared.
My brain will resort to a little bubble. An indestructable bubble. One that only few can make their way in.
lol I get so lost in my own analogies that I don't make sense sometimes. That's what happens when your brain runs at warp speed and your fat fingers can't type worth crap. haha
T&H
Be friends. Choose wisely who you share the deep things with. Make sure you build strong bonds with your TRUE friends and always be mindful of what you share to cover your bases. Don't feel inferior of saying what you FEEL and what you KNOW is right. And always smile. Remember, when it comes to friends, your SMILE is the key. =)
xoxo Via
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