He's finally made his decision. He loves his single life more then his Wife and Kids. As much as I've suffered trying to keep our family together, I know his struggle will come back on him each time he sees little kids. He's gonna hurt. And even though he has no where to go, he's driven me so far that I honestly don't care. He should've made his decision earlier. He was here physically, but his heart was somewhere else. I feel bad for people like that and the families that are affected by situations like this.
I won't let down, give up, or give in. It's time to figure it out without him and move on. Living the life of a single mom was never something I planned for growing up, but that's what I'm facing now. Changes in my life are about to take place and it's only for the better of my life and the life of my kids. So many choices to make and I'm happy I can make them alone without him.
When things go this bad in life, I think of the blessings that I get in return. My family. We are not perfect but we get through it. Just like any other family out there. Mine knows the true meaning of patience, respect and love. Qualities I most definitely want my kids to be raised around.
No comments:
Post a Comment